Miracles Happen

*Read the latest related post here:  Breakdown, Recap: Christina Grimmie's Snow White music video | "Let your feet follow your heart" I know how a fan can be. I can be such a fan girl at times. I am updated with my idol’s social media accounts and I watch videos about her. You know almost everything. She becomes your role model. She inspires you to be a better person especially when she’s such a kind soul herself. BUT there’s a fine line between things. Anything in excess is definitely destructive and unhealthy. If your world pretty much revolve ONLY around her and you start to have outrageous fantasies, there’s nothing good about it. Christina’s murderer is anything but normal. There were warning signs but no one did something about it.  After all, who would have expected that she actually had such a dangerous kind of a fan? I have been wanting to know how the investigation went. I just needed it to understand what happened because it’s still not easy. I dreaded

*There's a tribute video at the end of this post...you can skip the rest if you are too tired to read.   For me, she’s not really dead. Her body will rot and return to dust eventually (like all of us) but she had gained an eternal life beyond death through her faith in Jesus Christ… Grief has five stages: denial, anger, bargaining, depression and acceptance. I don’t exactly know what stage I am in because I still cry every now and then (which I will explain why) but I have accepted that she’s an angel in heaven who is more likely singing to our Lord. We have our own story of what that day had been for each of us… learning the dreaded news. It’s not easy to reminisce that moment though because it’s painful and sad in so many level. I decided to make a separate blog post for Christina Grimmie . The other one (read that post here: A Frand Appreciation Post: In Loving Memory of Christina Grimmie RIP ) was an appreciation where we celebrate what we love about her and I did

We should let love and joy reign in our hearts. Love because she loved us all, we love her and she loved Jesus. Joy because there’s so much to be joyful about: her legacy – music, personality and faith. Joy, because she was a joyful person and she’s undeniably in the presence of our Lord.   Christina was probably the best role model out there in Hollywood. She was not messed up unlike others . I remember her mainly for her talent in music (singing, playing musical instruments, writing songs), her hyper goofy wonderful personality, positive attitude, and most importantly – her FAITH . First, I wish I had known her much earlier. You guys are lucky because you really got to enjoy her much longer than I do. That would be one of my biggest regrets in life. If you don’t know, I am an ultimate fan girl. So, I could have imagine that I would have been so crazy about her if I had known her years before. Unfortunately, I was not aware even when she visited the Philippines for a tour.